Girls

I've had the hardest time getting any the past couple months.

I finally ended nearly a 4 month dry spell of no kissing, hugs, ANYTHING, last friday when I met up with d from school. Even that night all we did was fool around a bit and just made out.

I don't really know what's behind this lack of booty. I'm single, making good $ and I'm in NY. My homies blame it on the fact I live in queens. It's true, it's a real conversation killer with girls at clubs, but at the same time, i've never brought it up more than 2 or three times ever since living there. So it cant be the entire problem.

I just get bored. I lose interest in the chase. There have been so many times when i'll walk up to a girl (and this is of course after TONS and TONS of coaxing from friends to make the move in the first place) start a conversation then just walk away 1 to 2 minutes later bcz she's not immediately on my cock. I hate the chase.

It's too much work I think....i think i've lost a lot of confidence in myself as well. Part of it is also because i'm still not over L.

I'd do anything to turn back my game, but it seems to have dried out. My best semester was first semester senior year, right before I graduated. WOW - that was THE BEST TIME FOR GETTING BOOTY.

I was hooking up with multiple girls every week; it was amazing.

ugh...i need something to switch on. I'm starting to tell my friends there is a direct -1 coorelation between watching porn and getting laid with me.